Sunday, January 8, 2012


People tell me recently that I am a strong person, but I know for a fact that I am not. Nor is this something I want to be good at or have to face right now. Being strong is not a characteristic I care to have in my life as this moment. So give me something else to deal with and I'll work on strong later.


  1. I think you are stronger then you think you are. I recently figure it out. For a long time I always thought there is no way I could go through some trials that other people go through, but after talking to Jamie one day, she made me realize the trials we are facing really are hard and she wouldn't want to be in our situation, but I had never thought of it that way. Because I get through each day and I look for the good in our lives. And even though we haven't been blessed with a job or another baby, yet, God is helping us through the pain of it. And I know he is helping you! Even though it seems hard and you don't feel strong. I don't envy you and your trail you are going through, but God knows you ARE strong enough to get through it. Some days you will feel defeated, but you are going to make it through this difficult time. Just remember you have a lot of friends who love you and would do anything for you. You still have your Mom, even though she's not in great health, she is still there for you. I love you lots!

  2. Maybe you don't feel strong, but you are probably way more critical of yourself than you should be. At least you know about the eternal nature of things. I'm sorry about your Mom. I don't even know anything about what you are going through right now. Maybe focusing on the good things that you can see in your life will help take the edge off of what you are dealing with? Focus on all the blessings. You can make it! We all love you!