Dear skinny Heather-
I was looking at old pictures tonight and I found one from about 7 years ago. As I'm looking at the picture, I cant believe that you thought you were fat. You probably only weighed 110 maybe 115 pounds and yet you thought differently. You had yourself believing that you were something you arent and you let that stop you from being fabulous and happy. Why do you do that to yourself? Realizing there are things you want different about yourself isnt a bad thing, in fact it can be good for you. Dont let those doubt and insecurities stop you from being what you want to be. I can tell you that you will wish you were this skinny and that you would have enjoyed it more. You will have a lot of work a head of you. Stop doubting and just do what it takes to be happy and fabulous. You are so capable of what it will take. When you get there or even closer to it, find happiness and contentment in it. Stop trying to be something different than who you are, unless you gain about 40 pounds. Then you have some major work to do. Do it though, and stop making excuses. Find happiness in being you. Find out what is the best possible version of yourself and dont lose it. You can do anything you set your mind to, no matter what is required of you to get there.
Sincerely- a much older and fatter version of yourself.